When I program a song, I don't spell anything. In the light blue box is a sample test line of how I program songs, and actually, the sample is from something that my friend Blake did. You probably can't read it because every sound in a word is phonetically coded, then assigned to a time value and a pitch.
Life is like that. We all can go through life pretending we have all the answers. Just like this site is mostly black and white, we think life is that way. It's not. But the colors and the answers in life don't show up until we find the answer key. And that answer, is God.
John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that He Gave His only Son, and WHO SO EVER believes in Him shall not parish, but have ever lasting life". God's Son, is Jesus, the only one who was born into this world without the seed of sin. Jesus lived among us to teach us about God and how to have a relationship with Him. Then, He went to the cross and died for the sins of all the world. And anyone that prays, asks Jesus into their life, asks for forgiveness, and repents from their sin, will become Saved.
Praying your first prayer to God can be scary, but it shouldn't be. Every prayer, no matter what it is, is really a song of love. And God wants to daily hear that song of love from your heart because you are the only one that can sing it in your own special way. Prayer is a two way communication with God. When you tell God what you see and feel, He'll help you understand it and give you rest.
God is always a prayer away. A lot of people know about Jesus, but unless you ask Him into your life, you really don't have a relationship with Him. God won't make everything perfect, but He'll give it all meaning. And, He has a plan for your life, but unless you know Him and have a relationship with Him, you will never become the person you were meant to be.
Coming to God is just one prayer away. Become a child of God, and stop running. God loves YOU!